it was a cloudy morning, a boy dressed in a black high school uniform walked down the street. His kinda long black hair flowed with the passing wind, his pale blue eyes seemed to be glazed over as though he was deep in thought. He snapped out of his daze when he almost ran into a street sign, he stopped just before it.

"man, i need to be more attentive when im walking..." he sighed.

he took a look around and noticed that there was no one around. no cars on the roads, no people walking around, and there wasnt even any birds singing as they usually do.

"its unusually quiet today, kinda creepy..." he thought while rubbing his head nervously.

he quickly crossed the street, when he notice a strange figure in the distance. as he got close he noticed that it was a women, she noticed him and before he could get a good look at what she looked like she began to run away from him. he was chasing her through an alley of old crumbling buildings. she stopped to catch her breath while he was a good distance behind her when he notice there was falling rubble. he lunged to push her out of the way...

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......a tortured soul cant ever find peace...or can it?the answer to this question is different for all people....my answer to this question is that a tortured soul never truley finds "peace" but it does come close...its still in pain... but the pain is dulled by the sence of "peace" and security that its found...but what would happen if the tortured soul lost its sence of "peace"? ...it would begin to sink into the unberable pains that it had tried to get rid of...or maybe it would try to find another way to dull the pain and find its sence of "peace" once more

whats the poimt in living when there is nothing to live for?
why go through the pain everyday?
why have an empty void never to be filled?

no matter how hard i try, it seems as if i can do nothing right.

it hurts to care
it hurts to feel
it hurts to live

this souless body of mine slowly deteriates to nothing
it seems we're living only to feel the unbeerable pain life brings,

i wish it would end,
i wish i could feel no pain,
i wish i had no need to care,

it hurts too much!
Life is a waste of my time...

here is were i stay in this land of no return,
stuck forever in a lonely darkness never to escape,
here i walk with no one around,
here i talk were no one can hear,
stuck forever in the land of no return,

no one can help me,
im all alone here,
though i'm told i need love,
this is my only reply,
love left me along time ago,
the one i cared for stole it from me,
now i'm stuck in this eternal sea,
drowning, gasping for air with no way out....

of the land of no return......

when will this pain end,
this never ending torment,
a deep void of lonliness,
looking for some one to end the pain,
waiting for someone to save my slowly dying human heart,
seeing no end in sight...wishing for death,
there is no hope for love with one that is a lifeless corpse,
will someone please help me...